So I was frustrated about not finding a job. The stress was killing me at times. I was a stay at home mom and had been since I gave birth. For the most part I didn’t mind. The best person to take care of your child if yourself. That was a major plus. The only big negative to being a SAHM was uh lack of money. Living off of 1 persons income doesn’t cut it sometimes man. That was and is my major issue. Aside from that my only other complaint is occasional boredom. Ya know..like days when the weather is gross and you’ve watched every dvd owned,everything on tv sucks and toys aren’t entertaining your tot much. Those kinda days.
So I searched and searched. Emailed my resume a billion times. No one was calling me back and finally,boom! I got a job. I was and still am excited for the most part. But a part of me is questioning it all. Maybe I’m just scared? I mean its been a really long time since I worked. I love retail and its exactly what I’ll be doing again. I mean its a seasonal job so I should just shut up and deal with it. But I don’t know.
Retail isn’t very flexible. I wish it were a monday-friday,9-5 kinda job but its not. I love retail but now as a mommy maybe its not for me anymore? My schedule this week is fine so far since I’m just being trained but then how will it be once I get some real shifts? I feel like I’m gonna be missing out on so much. Maybe I’m just being paranoid?
I’m glad I got a job at a store I love. We’ll see how it goes. I don’t think I can honestly see myself working boring 9-5 office job. Its just not for me. I really do love retail. My major is fashion design after all. But I don’t know..just time wise,I wonder if it would be better?
I don’t know. I’m just a big confused mess right now. I need to play the lotto and win and then all will be good lol help!