Sorry I haven’t posted anything lately. I’ve been in this funk for the last week and a half or so. I’m trying to get out of it but its hard. I’m frustrated because I can’t find a job. I really want to work even if its part time. I don’t care if its 5 hours a week. I just want some extra money to feel more comfortable.
I hate being stressed due to financial woes. I want to go back to school but this brings me back to lack of money. I have to pay off a small loan back from when I attended school in California before I can get any sort of financial asistance here. Job gods please help me out and get me a job!!!! Please!! Pretty please? I’m so sick of filling out applications and not hearing anything back. I’m sick of walking into stores and having them tell me to come back in January because they are done hiring for now. I’m sick of going to interviews and not having them calling me back.
This is making me so unmotivated. On top of that my ‘love life’ (Why is it even called that when there is no ‘love’ at all??)sucks. I’m an emotional mess right now I suppose. I really wish I cared less about certain things and situations.
I’m glad my little munchkin brings so much happiness to my life. I don’t know what I’d do without her. She’s the only joy in my life at this moment. This week was especially shitty for me but I’m hoping this new week I will feel better. I’m going to try my best and stay positive. I gotta get rid of this mommy blues I have.
Have a good week everyone! 🙂